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The black hole

We all have a dark hole, but some of us live inside it for so long that we forget what life is all about. I was indeed one of these people for such a long time; I was the victim the poor one and the world was to blame. The dark hole was a safe place; it was a large wall that protected me because inside there being small was ok. Inside there I could be nothing, feel nothing and need nobody I was dead from the inside out. I use to fell into it without not know it, founding my self there for hours or days deep inside the chaos of my head full of empty goals and dreams. Have you ever feel like this? Do you feel like this now? Do you spend your days filling the emptiness with food, alcohol, sex, sport, drugs or any coping mechanism to escape for a while? But the feeling never goes away, right? No, the is always there, and the more you avoid it, the bigger it gets, there is no escape from your darkness. Sometimes it is so deep that life itself loses meaning, but you keep living like this dead walking, holding a fake smile at work and waiting to come back to whatever place you pretend to call home. But when you are by your self, and there is no need to fake the mask fell off so roughly that your skin feels in flames.

Yes, I know this feeling of despair, the lonely nights it hurts like a knife but is also sweet sometimes, and that’s the danger.
You may not believe this now, but there is a way out of the dark hole, there is a way out of the fucking rabbit hole and you yes YOU are the only one who can make that happen.
When I say YOU, I mean our body, mind and soul, let’s called “the boxes of life.” The mind box, the body box and the soul box.
There is an external world that offers us information from the outside to us and interacts with ‘ the boxes’ if we let it. And there is an inner world inside us with old data, but also interacting with the new data from the external world. And what is the excellent news about this? WE can control much from this process. We can learn about each box, shape them and speak the same language. Once we do this we can also have much more awareness of the “internal word”, and then we can make better choices of the information we let in from the outside.
The black hole is not a separate box is part of us and is made most of the times of many things out of the mind box!

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Everything started with chaos

Chaos

Hesiod and the Pre-Socratics use the Greek term in the context of cosmogony. Hesiod’s Chaos has been interpreted as either “the gaping void above the Earth created when Earth and Sky are separated from their primordial unity” or “the gaping space below the Earth on which Earth rests”.

In Hesiod‘s Theogony, Chaos was the first thing to exist: “at first Chaos came to be” (or was) but next (possibly out of Chaos) came Gaia, Tartarus and Eros (elsewhere the son of Aphrodite). Unambiguously “born” from Chaos were Erebus and Nyx. For Hesiod, Chaos, like Tartarus, though personified enough to have borne children, was also a place, far away, underground and “gloomy”, beyond which lived the Titans. And, like the earth, the ocean, and the upper air, it was also capable of being affected by Zeus’ thunderbolts.

Passages in Hesiod’s Theogony suggest that Chaos was located below Earth but above Tartarus.[15] Primal Chaos was sometimes said to be the true foundation of reality, particularly by philosophers such as Heraclitus.

The notion of the temporal infinity was familiar to the Greek mind from remote antiquity in the religious conception of immortality.[clarification needed] This idea of the divine as an origin[clarification needed] influenced the first Greek philosophers. The main object of the first efforts to explain the world remained the description of its growth, from a beginning. They believed that the world arose out from a primal unity, and that this substance was the permanent base of all its being. Anaximander claims that the origin is apeiron (the unlimited), a divine and perpetual substance less definite than the common elements. Everything is generated from apeiron, and must return there according to necessity. A conception of the nature of the world was that the earth below its surface stretches down indefinitely and has its roots on or above Tartarus, the lower part of the underworld. In a phrase of Xenophanes, “The upper limit of the earth borders on air, near our feet. The lower limit reaches down to the “apeiron” (i.e. the unlimited).” The sources and limits of the earth, the sea, the sky, Tartarus, and all things are located in a great windy-gap, which seems to be infinite, and is a later specification of “chaos”.

In Aristophanes‘s comedy Birds, first there was Chaos, Night, Erebus, and Tartarus, from Night came Eros, and from Eros and Chaos came the race of birds.